Debating love

Love a word that comes and goes.  Theres not really a definition for love but to me love is excepting someone physically , mentally , and emotionally. Accpeting them flaws and all. Being a friend and a lover.

something that bothers me about love with people my age is how they "think" you have to be with them through everything even if they're being treated bad. They always think you have to be there in a relationship for it to be love. But sometimes LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH to stay.   My friends go through alot staying with a guy who can't stay faithful i always tell them if he's cheating then he obviously doesn't love you enough to be with JUST YOU! 

 theres a saying "you can't make the same mistake twice because the 2nd time its not a mistake its a choice"  i am a big co-signer when it comes to this quote because as humans we always say everyone deserves a second chance when honestly NO , everyone doesn't . Some people are most defintely not worth 2nd chances. Cheating should not be tolerated but i don't want to sound like a hypocrite because I've been "that girl" , taking a guy back after he's cheated multiply times & it was one of my biggest mistakes. I feel like i wasted my time and energy on something i knew would never be the same.  Trust was gone and was never coming back and I finally excepted and moved on with my life.....well im attempting too. 

Real life

They say the 60s was crazy
          but the 80s were worse.

  The moon's bright the sky's misty
  Know my future cause I know my history

 My life predicted by a gypsy
Murder she wrote at the end of the story the streets get me.

Won't stop fighting until I'm free
If money is the root to all evil then greed's the seed
This ain't living, we taking because ain't nobody giving

America's a rich man's vision but a poor man's prison
So don't expect these politicians to give us a pot to piss in

Life's a bitch from the start that's why you come out your mama crying
The world's dying, and the people have gone mad

When will the evil end?
 If there's a God where is he?

Ain't a person alive that today knowing the monster we're facing
They crucified Jesus Christ,  sold Marcus garvey for Rice
Shot Malcom-X in the chest, gave Nelson Mandella life
pac died at 25, Biggie died a year younger
all my life been broke i'm motivated by my hunger

Shit is crazy huh, but this is what I see

We are no longer slaves, but we sho ain't free
tatood across my soul are the words I just spoke -Pat Justice

For some reason these words are so real to me .  This alot of people's story

Faith

Faith is a word that i live by. Faith can make anything happen. Some of ym favorite quotes have to do with faith.

"Faith is taking the 1st step even when you don't see the whole staircase"

"You have to walk bny faith not by sight.

I incoporated these quotes in my life. As a child growing up I never knew my father had other children so when i found out i was eager too meet them but nervous at the same. I took the first step my contactiiing my fathers ex wife i was extrrmyl nervous because i knew if i didnt know about her children she wouldnt know about me but to my surprise she knew.... She was soo excited that i had contacted her, she said that she had always knew about me but didnt know how to contact me.  Now me and my other siblings keep and contacts all the time when i move to houston i plan on spending every chance i get with them to make up for lost time.

About Me

Im Neisha :)
  
I absolutely love italaian food

I like to think of myself as a realist.
 Im an emotional person but i dont wear my emotions on my sleeve.
My favorite colors are orange and red i HATE purple and blue.